Thursday, February 6, 2014

Missing you


Missing You 

Four years ago, you came into my life and at that moment, I never imagined that I would fall so hard for you.  We became very close and the more I got to know you, the more I wanted to be with you.  I never will forget the first date we had at O'Charley's and how we would sit there for hours, laughing, listening to each other telling stories about our lives.  

One of the thing I loved about you the most was that you always made me smile and without you ,I was different.  I never got a chance to tell you how much you meant to me.  You have changed me in so many ways.  You inspired me to do better as a man.  One of the thing I regret the most is that I let so much time pass by and I didn't try harder to spend time with you, because I thought I had all the time in the world and you were feeling better.  Our relationship wasn't perfect, and I sometime took it for granted.  Right now, I'm wishing that You are here right now, just so I can tell you what you meant to me over the years, and how much I loved your personality, your laugh and how you view life in a unique way.  I miss you my friend.  It's amazing how life became precious in a blink of an eye.  You may be gone from earth, but you never will be absent from my heart. It's not the same without you.  I miss our long conversations about life in general, you fussing at me about my facebook statuses and your laugh when I say stupid things.   I miss you NaTanya Dean.  Rest well, my friend.  I hope to see you one day.  


Jeremy