Beauty of An Angel

Never can I forget the day
That day at the park
Holding each other for hours
I'll never forget that day
Your sweet soft kisses,
From those precious lips,
I never thought this day would exist.
Feeling the heartbeat of an angel right next to mine,
You sent chills up my spine
When I felt your soft touch.
It's the way you made my heart race
When you put your pretty face on my chest,
How your angelic voice made me smile,
Even just to hear you sighs.
Staring into those deep brown eyes,
Playing with your beautiful hair,
All I wanted to do was hold you and stare
No matter how im feeling, you bring a smile to my heart.
You truly are a blessing that I can't let pass me by.

You Complete Me

You and I share a love that is the long lasting kind
We've been together for some time now
So, I want to take my time to tell you that
I love you for so many things,
Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile.

I never told you this, but You make me feel complete.
You accept me as I am;
I can relax and be me when I am around you
Many times, I've goofed up,
You always thought it was cute; because you let me be.

I love you with all my heart
because of your tireless devotions that never fails
You look at me with a patient heart.
I know you love me with all your heart.
You've always given your heart completely to me from the start.

Those are just a few reasons why
I'll always love you like I do.
I know we'll share many beautiful moments together in this lifetime
Because I know it'll happen, because of your strong love for each other

Few Tears

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out, I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while.

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me, There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok, But that’s not what gets me.

What hurts the most, Was being so close
And having so much to say, And watching you walk away, And never knowing
What could have been, And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, Getting dressed,

Livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most, Is being so close
And having so much to say, And watching you walk away, And never knowing, What could have been And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

What hurts the most, Is being so close And having so much to say
And watching you walk away, And never knowing What could have been, And not seeing that loving you Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do.

Never say GoodBye

Never say Goodbye

There isn't much to say but that I'm sorry
We've been through so many things
and yet here we are saying goodbye
Don't you know Friends don't say goodbye

When we were friend,
You were there for me,
And I wasn't there for you,
but what’s happening right now,
I guess now that we're not friends,
it’s really hard for me to let you go
but I know friends don't say goodbye
and yet here we are saying goodbye


No one will ever take your place
I can always promise you this
It’s hard to find someone like you
So know you’ll always be missed
Oh, how I already miss you.

Never again will I laugh with you,
Never again smile at your jokes.
This is it, this is the end,
Friends don't say goodbye.
and yet here we are saying goodbye...

Goodbye for now
There isn't much to say but that I'm Sorry
You and I have been through everything together
Now it is time for us to part
You will always have a place in my heart
So Until we meet again
Friends don't say goodbye.

I do

I wrote this for someone.. and I didn't really get a chance to show it to her.... Oh well. Here it is.

Girl,I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I love you deeply, and I cherish you with all my heart;
On my bended knee, with this I promise to you,

Is that I see you and I saying "I do".

We've been together for quite a while,
And I feel there's something to say.
If it's not now then I never will,
So I'll say it straight out,
'cause I have no doubt, that I see you and I saying "I do".

I have always loved you since the day we met,
I felt that firework burst inside.
I never thought my dreams would come true,
that is until the day I met you.
So baby, I can see you and I saying "I do" standing before family and
friends

No matter What stands in our way,
I love and cherish you,
I am the happiest man when I am with you.
You're the only person in the world
From whom I cannot stand to be apart.
And though God, Our love is perfect.
I'm on my bended knee and I promise to you
Is that I see you and I saying "I do".

I wish

I’m going to keep this real short….

I wish Life has an “Undo” button, so I can undo everything that happened in my life…. but I can’t. Things happen for a reason.

I wish I can heal everyone’s pain, and be one’s hero but I can’t… because the one I love wouldn’t let me.

I wish I can trust people with my heart, but I can’t. It’s not that easy. Once I give my heart to the one I love, It breaks easily.

I wish I can mov eon from all of this, but I can’t. Something is telling me to fix it.. but fix what?

I wish I can smile once again for no reason, but I can’t for now. I’m forced to figure out why I can’t be happy.

I wish that she would stop being so selfish and start to compromise, but I know she won’t.

I wish I can press the rewind button to the part where things start falling apart, but I can’t. When it comes to Life, it constantly plays, never stop.

I wish I can make her happy, but I know I can’t. Only you can make yourself happy.

I wish I could get on my knee and propose to her, but I know I can’t, because she doesn’t know what she wants out of life.

I wish……. everything was back to normal, but I know it probably won’t be for a while.

Confused

Once a time, I fell in love with this beautiful girl. There was something about her, the way she carried herself, her confidence that lit up the room as she walks in. I never thought I would fall in love with anyone until that day . The best part about being in love with her was that every moment that we shared, it was full of laughter, happiness and the presence of peace. I really did loved that girl and I still do. I gave thanks to GOD every day for bringing her in my life, because she brought joy to my life. I loved being around her. She always made my problems go away with her smile, and the way she touched me. I felt loved and appreciated by her. Everything was fine and dandy for a while, then all of suddenly, it disappeared. I mean, dead. Gone. Disconnected. She was gone. No longer the taste of her sweet strawberry kisses lingering on my lips, long intimate hugs, the feeling of being loved and wanted. It’s not there anymore. No matter how hard I try, I can’t get it back. All that’s left is a memories that I can’t touch or smell. I miss touching her, kissing her and holding her close to my heart. I always could look into her perfect brown eyes and see myself. I get so lost in her.

I have done my best as a man, providing for her. I’ve done my best as a friend, being there for her and still it wasn’t enough. I fought hard to show her that I was the best man for her, and still it wasn’t enough. I wonder, did I try hard enough with her? Enough to show her that I was willing to fight for her love, her heart? I've fought God on this many time, and he always won. He knew what was best for us.

Now, that she is gone, I find myself wondering about many things surrounding love and relationship. I find myself wondering, if I will ever have that same love I experienced with her but long enough to make it last forever? Will I ever feel the warmth of love, feeling so completed? Before she left, Everyone was saying she was the one for me, because they saw it in our eyes and then it was gone. Just like that. Can that really happen? Right now, I need a glance, a smile, a touch, because I feel so desperate and alone. My heart tells me that if I ever get a chance once again, I will reach out and grab her hand tightly and never let it go, but I know it will never happen again. They say memories allows us to move on, but I say it allows us to suffer as well.

Maybe someday after my heart heals, I’ll meet someone, and hopefully I will open up to her. Cover to Cover. Nothing to hide. No pain, no fears, no hopelessness. By then, I’ll be able to see everything, because before I was blind. We’ll see.